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Saturday, July 22, 2006
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Posted at 03:59 am by animelov3
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Friday, July 21, 2006
Phew.Done with Chinese tuition.I feel bad for making my Chinese teacher sad because the comprehension passage was something to do with someone dying then she remembered her dad.Oh well.My friends feel sad too about broken friendships and stuff going on in their lives.Maybe I'm not subjected to those as often because I'm not extremely close to anyone in particular.I mean like I don't see myself as a part of another friend or something although I do have some great friends.I guess the closer you are the harder you fall when the other party disappoints you because you have higher expectations of them.This is how I see it anyway.I guessI have no right to say it seeing how I never really experienced it before.
Posted at 07:32 pm by animelov3
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It's a dreadfully boring day and I have a pile of Chinese homework due for tomorrow.SIANZATION.I don't want to get a damn black suit for guitar.Waste my money.:( I feel mean.I don't know.I want to watch POTC.I think Depp was really funny as Captain Jack sparrow.I named my guitar after him.:)See how bored I am?Melissa, Michelle and I made up the boring group during reccess.Guess how we got the name.I feel like redecorating my blog.Kill time.
Posted at 01:52 am by animelov3
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Friday, July 14, 2006
Almost lost grip of my emotions on Thursday.What probably tipped me over was the fact that I wasn't very happy with my PE grouping lah...There, I said it out loud.We always lose.And amusing all my predicaments may seem and sound I get a little tires, it gets a little old.I'm not a sore loser though, it just contributed to certain stuff I guess.When I ate recess I realised everyone wasin the same PE group except for me so...is it a sign?We had Public Speaking thing after that, it was okay.Nathan says I'm too depressing and unhigh as a person?Huh.Gotta think about it.
Posted at 01:30 am by animelov3
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Friday, July 07, 2006
Yuki is 1 year old today!Happy Birthday!:DHe so handsome and cute and warm.:)I want to get him a proper bed for a present.I had a nightmare and it was..weird...too disgusting to say or tell anybody.Am I a sicko?I might be.I want to pose a question:If your parents were to divorce which parent would you follow/what would be the lodging arrangement be?And no...my parents' relationship is perfectly fine,in case you were wondering.What should I do about the nightmare...it was really strange and it was pretty real and even possible.Hmm...Oh wells...I like When The Sun Goes Down by the Arctic Monkeys..especially the "what a scummy man..." part.:D
Posted at 08:33 pm by animelov3
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I just realised why I'm always so gloomy.It's because I always give in and take what other people don't want.So everyone else ends up with something they want but I end up with the exact opposite.I don't know why it just comes naturally.Maybe somewhere in my subconscious mind I think I'll be despised if I don't do so.But where got such thing?I'm just really tired...I'm tired of taking what people don't want...I'm tired of being bullied...I'm tired of running about in circles....
Posted at 07:25 am by animelov3
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Sunday, July 02, 2006
Nothing much today...watched Oprah(whoa I'm getting desperate...)We were pretty mean to our Chinese teacher...feel a bit bad?Maybe.Wonder if he knows we don't like him...Think so...we made it oh so "subtle"
Randomness:
_________ said I was useless.
_________ said I should go away.
Now I feel like I'm about to die.
I want to disappear and fly away
To a place i never knew existed before
I want to fade away from earth
watching everything from above
I know I'm feeling something
I know that it ain't love.
I wish you'll just say you're sorry
I don't know what I did to deserve this
I try my very best
But still I'm whom you detest
Wish you'll be a little more specific
with what you want me to say
Hope someday you'll tell me
Why the hell you treat me this way.
Randomess from a very very random person.I want a pogo stick....anyoneknows where to get one?
Posted at 11:38 pm by animelov3
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Saturday, July 01, 2006
I want to go to the arcade with my cousins later!:D.Love arcades but there were a few times when we were playing touch-screen games in Plaza Sing.,there was this VERY VERY annoying boy who couldn't keep his hands to himself and stuck it on our screen.And he wasted our money because he click wrong.:(.Oh well...I want to wrote but I'm having a massive block.I don't have enough knowledge about funerals and court trials and stuff so I'll have to take on a less ambitious plot than the one I thought of.Maybe i'm going to write about a girl who's really popular and rich but when her father's business fails,her family is on the verge of bankruptcy and has to downsize ALOT.So anyway, she loses it all: the money, the popularity and her so-called friends and becomes well...like one of the people she made fun of before and she learns how it is like.One day she meets this boy(hero lah...) about her age.He has some sickness lah(AIDS maybe) and he teaches her that there's more to life than material possesions and stuff lor....I think it's been done before but it would be good if you could help me out if you read this post.Thanks.
Posted at 11:49 pm by animelov3
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Thursday, June 29, 2006
Haha...thanks all who tagged my blog.I'm okay lah Gracelynn,not any more messed up than usual.:)I would like you verbal diarrhoea more nonsense.
---Have you ever felt like you are stuck at a checkout counter(speaking metaphorically) and other people are breezing past with what they want whereas you're just stuck in the land of unmoving time?So initially,you stomach everything that everyone else dislikes and think that one day all will be fine but it doesn't turn out that way?
---Have you ever believed some things other people say although they are not true?As in, they keep telling you that you are stupid and worthless and you really start to believe that's true?
---Have you ever thought of the boundaries of space?(it's really tiring when you think about it)
---Have you ever craved for something bad to happen to you, in hope that people will treat you better and just leave you alone in peace?
Posted at 05:45 am by animelov3
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Saturday, June 24, 2006
Randomness:
There he lay,alive but barely,colour escaping from his skin.
"Did you do it?"
At this moment I am tempted not to answer for I know what will happen if I do.He is waiting for me to speak before he leaves.
"Yes."Tears trickle down my face, footsteps of sadness, hardship, happiness, anger, accumulated from each day we spent together.
I squeeze his hand and I feel him squeeze it back, slight but full of emotion.When he closes his eyes I know he has let go, not for him nor for both of us but for me because I can't.
The next time I see anyone in need, I will think of ________ and how he has pulled me out from the deepest, darkest pit in my life. I will tell him/her that everything will work out fine and I know it; because for everyone in distress,is an angel watching and guiding them along the way, complete with a hoody, camo pants and sneakers.
That was utter randomness.:)
Posted at 06:56 pm by animelov3
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